I wanted a connected family, From a young age people siloed off from me . As a kid others and running and chasing girls .asking to play and them giving dirty looks and saying no. Getting put on timeout during recces having to image i was in a spaceship to stop from crying at my desk alone.Not being accepted playing in the dirt. Alone Mom got a new job, I was in a new city . Small apartment but good heathcare so i was sent to mental hospital for my birthday Alone. Dad gets me out of the mental hospital goes back on tour , Alone . Have i ever had a stable Family for over 2 years naw????? Fuck ya

Tired of being alone